I hate it when everything is going good and then I get in my own way. Why oh why do I start to feel down in the dumps when everything is going right? I feel like I'm getting depressed. All I want to do is eat junk. Is this because I'm still struggling with whether I actually want to live or not?
I think this is the time when I just need to push through my feelings. I always give in to them and start eating everything in sight and then I'm back where I started and have to start all over again. I'm sick and tired of having to start over again. I want to keep going. I need to keep going to prove to myself that I can lose the weight that I will lose weight.
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